BROKEN HEART

Now i'm completely hurt..
how could they do all this to me??
i knew i'm tiny,
but i'm human being too.
i still need love and cares.
i need the love from parents, friends as well as you.
but why all of you go away from me??
i knew i'm abnormal, but it's dosen't mean that i'm not born in this world.
why everyone have to instead my place?
why i'm out of your mind and heart?
i like living in the darkness,
there was no light to shine to my heart, i feel so cool,
there was no air, and i'm breathless,
there was no water to moisture my heart,
there was no words to convince me,
there was no one to advise my soul to come back,
there was no matter that i would see,
there was nothing around me...
i'm so lonely and scare...
my soul was so empty,
it's so scary, when i'm looking to the mirror,
thicky salty tears rolled down on my dull check.
i'm so failure.
i couldn't controlled my mind.
how could i do that?
i'm so failure.
all i left is only a broken heart...
please, Christine...