Sunday, December 05, 2010

Hate You!!!

Recently really really boring to stay indoor.
Don't know how to describe the feel..
Sien aaa..

Yesterday went out with sis and her friends.
This is the very very first first time i watched 18-year-old movie.
I thought i can't go in, but never expect i'll PASS!!!
Thrill~god happy when i go in the cinema><
Actually the seven of them, i'm the SHORTEST!!!!!
Oh, i can't believe how short that i am!!!
Cool~The Social Network
This is the movie that we watched.
Actually i don't really understand what the movie is talking about,
But i do understand the process.
It's about the history of Facebook.
Which is the website that i never ever miss each time when i online.
It's all talking about Facebook.
I don't understand just because i don't even understand what they said in the movie.
Caused my English is too too too too BAD d!!!!
Oh My Godness~ can't believe about that!!!

Ish~i hate them!!!!
Really really really hate them!!!
Don't wanna to talk about them d..
Spoil my mood!!!
I DO HATE YOU!!!

Yea~
Later might have a pizza dinner<3
And shopping with sis<3

Last night and just now REAL BORED!!!
Gonna to find something to do aaa!!!
Boring life~
LAME =.='''

Thursday, December 02, 2010

Blog

Gosh~
Yesterday read someone blog until i hide in my room and cried..
Isn't i'm crazy?

Definitely
NO!

Because i'm thinking about YOU!
You.
Yes,
is you.
Like a diamond in my eyes.
Dearest~
Because of you,
last night i cried twice times...
In the middle of the night,
I climb up,
Hugging my pillow and cried so long time..
Until this morning mata bengkak...

All of my friend blog is using Chinese language,
Their blog very touched,
So that's why i cried...
Maybe i'll try to use Chinese language to taip my blog..
Can improve my chinese too ><
....

Another boring day..

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Sienzz

Gosh~
Computer so hang~even i change the advanced in blog also lag dao~
Eventually changed><
I'm really satisfied with this.

Last night continue with that kinda sucks novel~
If i didn't finish in this holiday,
I guessed i won't be able to finish in the other day.
Sick with all those new words that i need to find out in the electronic dictionary.
Thanks for dad bought the electronic dictionary for us,
If not, i won't be so hardworking to find out the old thick Longman dictionary which is full of dust and lizard si in the store room. ><
Pity me><

Bored with this kinda of life ar~
Friends hang out and didn't call me too>>
Kinda bbf>>

BORING

Yesterday and just now,
Just keep on annoyed by a unknown guy..
I also don't understand what he's talking about, even what he want from me and my friend..
Being like a wired dude and wrote broken english...
Attracted to my pretty nice best friend,
Wanna to kiss her la~
Like her>>
Everything about my best friend..
Kinda crazy and wired noob sh*t...
~~~~~ * ~~~~~ *~~~~~
I'm not jealous my friend,
But i really scare she'll get hurt from you!! --- noob guy!
I won't be such a cheap girl to fall in love with kinda bundle of sh*t!!!
Sorry for scolding you right here,
Yet, i'm just nothing but only the reason to protect my best friend!!!
Please don't *DISTURB* my friend again!!!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Soundless Voice

Yea~
Why?
Just tell me why?
Why again?
I just wanna to know the answer..
WHY???!!!
Please tell me the truth k?
I plead and begged you all!!!
Can you deal with this?
Promise me...
Please shout it out loud!!!

Well recently something happened
I really don't know how to express out my own feelings and my inner voice.
Such a bundle of idiot doing such things..
I don't understand what meaning.
So can anyone explain it to me?
Just-explain---
I won't do anything de..
I keep promise k?
Well, that's fine..
Actually my motive is just wanna to know the truth and the meaning that you meant.
What kinda of question mark in my mind, i just can't touch it even feel it..
What a day that i passed?
Day after day, i just caring the question mark all along the road..
Without your companion in my life, it just meaningless.
Some negative feel came across my mind..
Just like the poem - Life Brief Candle that i'd studied for three years since form one.
But i won't be so silly and stupid to end up my golden life so easily.
Gosh~
Someone can rescue me from here?
Or some calming down advise?
A bold shoulder to lay down trembly and cry out loudly?
Can you help out?
I just wanna ( the precious xxx ) in my life to rescue me..
The others...i could accept too
Kinda of life is dragging me to hell!!!
All i want is your companion and dance and sing along the road with insane you guys!!!
I love you guy..
No ideal for why i just love you so truly, deeply, and madly..
I need a sincere person to be my audience.
Wanna to voice out loudly.
Yeah! <3
Buddies and babes <3

I want flawless pretty nice skin!
I want it all!
Can't deal with all those dark spot or uneven dark patch on all around my body.
Face with acne,
Body with scars,
I'm gonna to be crazy with all this!!!
Kinda of flaw?!
*Fxxxing B*tch
Spoil my whole life.
Hate it!
Gotta to find with really working medicine to treat on it.
But how about the money?
Haix~


Friday, November 26, 2010

Terrible and Horrible

Gosh~
Recently don't know what happened la~
Really don't have the mood to post something,
Even desires to post ''feelings'', looking at the screen and don't know what to post.
Crazy d...
Sien liao lo..

Sickness.><
Gosh~
The most terrified things had attacked to me last afternoon.
I really don't know how does it working on me.
I don't even know how it make me felt down in that case.
Suddenly both knees on floor and shoulder leaned against the wall,
Can't open my mouth to say anything,
Whole body became statics and a little earthquake.
What kinda of ''cold sweat and hot sweat'' all coming out from my body,
Stomach's butterflies just keep on knocking , kicking, spun around on me..
Almost shut down my system to work for me.
I thought i will facing my ended life soon.
Gosh~
I'm scared..
All i need..
Is YOU.
It's real.
I need you in that case.
I cried for your help...
Luckily nothing d later on..
Whuuuu~
Really terrified aaaa..
SCARE!!!!!!!
This kinda of SICKNESS~

Recent night..
Just gonna stand there watch me..
Don't know how to explain...
Just gonna stand there and watch me..
Whao~
I don't know how to explain leh~
What kinda of wired nightmare?
No SWEET DREAM,
No NIGHTMARE,
But WIRED NIGHTMARE???
Huh?
Kinda wired, right?
So that's why i said i'm gonna crazy.
Shit!!!!!
''Wo si ding le!!!!!''

Whee~
Yesterday go shopping with sis.
Whao~
Super duber happy now..
Caused we bought...
hahahaha...
Next time must go shopping again...
But all i need is MONEY!!!!

Terrible and Horrible

Gosh~
Recently don't know what happened la~
Really don't have the mood to post something,
Even desires to post ''feelings'', looking at the screen and don't know what to post.
Crazy d...
Sien liao lo..

Sickness.><
Gosh~
The most terrified things had attacked to me last afternoon.
I really don't know how does it working on me.
I don't even know how it make me felt down in that case.
Suddenly both knees on floor and shoulder leaned against the wall,
Can't open my mouth to say anything,
Whole body became statics and a little earthquake.
What kinda of ''cold sweat and hot sweat'' all coming out from my body,
Stomach's butterflies just keep on knocking , kicking, spun around on me..
Almost shut down my system to work for me.
I thought i will facing my ended life soon.
Gosh~
I'm scared..
All i need..
Is YOU.
It's real.
I need you in that case.
I cried for your help...
Luckily nothing d later on..
Whuuuu~
Really terrified aaaa..
SCARE!!!!!!!
This kinda of SICKNESS~

Recent night..
Just gonna stand there watch me..
Don't know how to explain...
Just gonna stand there and watch me..
Whao~
I don't know how to explain leh~
What kinda of wired nightmare?
No SWEET DREAM,
No NIGHTMARE,
But WIRED NIGHTMARE???
Huh?
Kinda wired, right?
So that's why i said i'm gonna crazy.
Shit!!!!!
''Wo si ding le!!!!!''

Whee~
Yesterday go shopping with sis.
Whao~
Super duber happy now..
Caused we bought...
hahahaha...
Next time must go shopping again...
But all i need is MONEY!!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Anything

Long time didn't post blog d...
When i re-flash back my memories..
I could almost taste it..
Yea,
Bitter-sweet.

Last Thursday, went to Air Supply World Tour Live in Malaysia 2010 at Stadium Tertutup.
Love Never Ends<3
I really enjoy myself at there.
Met my dear friends working as usher and checker at there.
Shout and Scream ><>
Fluorescent stick keep on waving side to side,
Somebody even spuning around.
Cameras keep on flashing our eyes.
Kisses and hug between each other.
Russell and Graham - Great companion
Super duber AWESOME><
I love the conversation so much><
I love you.

A SEXY POSE from YOU
I'd never ever anticipate you would make it..
I even don't wanna to think about that..
Nevertheless, i saw it..
How i am going to forget you?
How i am going to forgive you?
How i am going to delete the image from my mind?
How i am....?
Too much to think about..
Melted
I meant heart-melted...
Too xxx >< >< ><
It's real!!!
Really xxx that you melted me!!!!
I guessed you would said " Good Job >
AaarrrrHHHhhhhhhhh ............................
HEART- MELTED.

Movie
Yea~ Eventually watched finish d
Du Xin Shen Tan
That's great.

What's the taste with bitter?
What's wrong now?
It's already holiday, but still got misunderstand?
I don't really understand.

The comment, message, dating, hang out.......
Anything with that?
I don't have any comment.
Sien d....
haix...
But just wanna to know yours answer...