BORED

Gosh~

Really bored with the life.

For weeks didn't online,

Nevertheless, the same things happened.

Just BORED!!!!

Complicated~

Recently fuzzy stuff had came across my mind.

Don't even know how to deal with it.

With families problem,

Friendship,

And even

Relationship problem.

Gonna to be insane and wild.

...

Blank of mind.

Can't be still.

Just keep on...

In this moment,

I 100% sure that is all about

RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM!!!!

God!!!

Please,

I can bow down,

and pray,

'PLEASE LET ME GO'

I don't know where should i start to say.

Maybe from the start to the end,

I'm just turning the the same round,

same thing.

Shall i say out loud now?

And flush it out to the toilet bowl?

Or just scream like a out-look crazier girl?

What's happened?

...

You really shed me into tears.

For the first time i saw you being so heartless and cold-blooded.

You tied me.

Until i can't breath.

My hearty heart couldn't pump the oxygenated blood for me to breath normally and freshly

All my blood vessels and blood capillaries is full filled with the sorrow and sadness.

My heart stop when you looking me.

With the green lungs that i'd, couldn't breath anymore.

I can't see the light in front of me.

I'm blind without you.

I can't touch the wall that surrounded me.

There's seems like no boundaries.

I'm fumble in the darkness.

I can't find you.

I'm scare.

I'm trembling like a greeny leaf.

I cried for you,

With the thicky salty tears that flows into my heart core,

With the voiceless sound,

I force myself scream out your name.

I'm mute without you.

I need you...

I really hope that you'll appear in front of my tearful eyes,

and reach out your bold hand to me.

I can't do it myself.

I'm too failure to do it.

Without your support, i won't.

I won't be able to do all this.

From a little boy girl friend to a little funky monster.

I miss the day we be with 'gether.

I miss you to sit beside me.

I miss your color pencil.

I miss our mechanical pencil.

I miss the word of your.

I miss the force that you hit me on head.

I miss the word that you hurt me.

I miss the word that you convince me warmly.

I miss your bold hand to taking me higher

I miss your devastating smile that will kill me deeply...

I miss...

Everything about you...

I miss you.

But I love you more.

WYC